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heya, i'm fen (she/any). i'm an aspiring software and video game developer trying to figure out how to live among you humans. i'm always trying to create and learn new things, and hope that (in the future when I do work on this site) this site will reflect that. I apologize if this space is a bit broken on mobile. it's very much optimized for desktop, and i'm not really interested in changing that.

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02/13/2023 - The desire to say "fuck it" and take a job at a ski resort or something in New England grows stronger by the day.
11/26/2022 - Taku went to send me some money on Venmo so we could buy the Yakuza games, and made the comment just "yakuza". The payment immediately got flagged.
11/23/2022 - Nosebleed season has begun. God help my poor nostril. For some reason, it's always my right nostril that gets the bloodworks, never the left. I should really get that checked out.
11/23/2022 - Taku and I went out to an arcade the other night. It was open until like 2 in the morning, we didn't even show up until around 1am. Didn't stay too long, bunch of machines were broken, but we did get to play Initial D together.
10/23/2022 - I've been forced to navigate the US healthcare system for the past few days, and it's really make me appreciate the idea of socialized healthcare even more. I've had to find a psych that took my specific insurance, deal with my pharmacy suddenly deciding that my insurance didn't cover my meds, trying to figure out which lab to go to for my blood tests, and am trying to figure out how to even get my endo covered through insurance. If nothing else, I wish these things were unified.
10/20/2022 - I finally booked an appointment for a psychiatrist in an attempt to deal with my ADHD. Hope it leads somewhere, because i'm really getting sick of not being able to work on projects.
10/18/2022 - I don't think I really feel dysphoria anymore. Not in a sense of "oh i'm not actually trans", but more of an "I think I finally figured out my identity and am living my best life" kind of way. Never thought I would get this far. I wonder if perceiving myself as less binary has to do with it?

site changelog

02/12/2023 - holy FUCK dude it's time for ANOTHER FUCKING OVERHAUL of the site I still have yet to do much of anything with!!!
11/02/2022 - Turns out I didn't like it, so I overhauled the whole site. Moved things to their own pages, changed the header slightly, and added background music (your mileage may vary as to how well that works)
10/31/2022 - Experimenting with a single page design, not sure if I like it or not.
10/18/2022 - Added a microblog, because I desperately need to stop tweeting.
07/16/2022 - updated the synopsis, moved gemini info to the cool sites directory
03/12/2022 - say hello to opossum.digital, my own personal host! also added some buttons
03/07/2022 - added link to my gemini capsule, changed the site banner, consolidated to 1 page
03/05/2022 - I made the header universal on every page, so I don't have to update every individual page when I need to change the header!

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